Wednesday, May 21, 2003
HELL........o! I'm in hell zone.... now.....!
Been doing 12 hours. a day since Monday....it's collective marking week...so i've to be in school by 7.30 am go throught the motion of marking examination papers....and staying till 7.15 pm to finish up setting worksheets and getting stuffs ready for the next day.
I'm on an emotional roller coaster of late....more than half of my class failed their English paper. They did pretty well for Compo but their paper 2 killed them ....which is bad...I felt pretty low.....cos..only 8 failed in CA1.
I was damn elated today coz I found out that we took first for Maths.....yeay!!!!..........had the highest scored pupil for Maths and the most number of passes and that includes the EM1s......Hehehehe....BEST BEST BEST!...credits goes to the kids...i'm just helping out....it's really job-satisfying to see the smiles in their faces!......but I've still got Science....so I'll just wait and see....
Was wondering how many kind souls dropped by to this blog....it's simple...just I would like my life to be.....purely simple
I got a NEW BED!!!...bought it from IKEA coupled with some stylo-mylo cupboards.....hehhe....all with my own money... and (self-promotion)
I ASSEMBLED IT ALL BY MYSELF...with a little help from dad and my baby sis ahahahahahahahahaha
Well......I'm heading off to my (new)bed now!....hehehehe.....
*~ Sunny days are coming~* - Radium Rags
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 8:46 AM|
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Tuesday, May 13, 2003
Yuop....it's been one whole week...since I've last blogged...wow...nothing much really happened...only that....i'll be refurbishing my room....it's a long time coming..hope it turns out to be how i've imagined it.....hehehe
Well there is a new edition to my close companions....decided to call her..Asyura. Well....I think she' gonna be the next closest thing to me other than Nadya my discman.... and Nasha, my ride.
Well....there is one more thing i'd desired...and that is gaining my driving licence....hmm.....Go go Go!..
Hmmm......in perspective....Thanks to Him, I think I am where I have envisioned myself.....when I was in Sec 4. Thank you....Praises be to Him.
Speaking of which......hmm....i'm wondering how she is right now...hope she's doing fine...hope she found a new love...much much better than I am...for that..i'll be happy.
Hmm...am rambling now.....well....she's back from batam, my other fren is keeping afloat...and not getting buried alive with worksheets.....and collegues at work...thye ROCK....and now it's confirmed that I'm the youngest teacher in my school....hahahahaha
Well....see i told ya... i'm 23 years young....hahahaha
Nites!
*~ You keep forcing me to dream your dreams,
Shattering my dreams with your screams.
Get me out.........of here....I'm in pain,
Help me from going.........INSANE~*
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 9:01 AM|
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Tuesday, May 06, 2003
Had the sudden urge.......to blog before I leave for school....
had this damn peculiar dream..so godamn vivid that it lasted all the way after shower....Note to others: My dreams never really lasted up till i stepped into the shower...COLD water brings be back to reality......hahahahahaha
Well here goes...kinda want to leave an imprint of the dream...for the sole reason that I could look back on it...hahahaha........and ponder...
Here goes: Started all cheery...life was pretty normal...was on my way to school....on the bike actually....then it happened.....I was on the road, everything was quiet, it was deafening....was just there lying......it felt so ironically serene....i remembered I smiled...could still feel the coarseness of the tarmac*shudder*......turned my head to my side and I saw people just walking on by....I just laid there....that's all.......queer.....but damn scary... don't really want to dwell into it........
Do leave me your interpretation......aight?
After I woke up, smsed her and a new friend.......showered.....my cuppa of milo is still on the study table.......I was thinking of redecorating my room...wanna put a lazy-boy and throw away the study table.....I think wanna make it less cluttered as it already is........
Wonder what today might bring me.....I think I'll do day-watching........just shut up and look around.....not when I'm teaching though...hahaha.......
Been a long time since i've day-watched....favourite haunts....Bras basah and City hall.....with a cup of Ice-Milo, Nadya and an open mind......
Well gotta get ready for school!!!!!....Ola!!
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 7:31 PM|
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Hmmm.....
Today was the most tiring day I've had.......I was at school at 9am....left school at 7.30 pm........tired but kinda happy coz finally I have something to do and to look forward too....
Met Rahmat and Ridzwan over at Mat's chalet...last Saturday....we had a rather long 'sit-downs' talking bout life, personals and the satellites......Hmmm...my mind was filled not forgetting my stomach, filled to the brim....filled with chicken and sotong......
Made few songs......but not sure whether they liked it...kinda too emoish......well....gonna try to make some more....Isa have got big plans for the band...I'll just follow....
Settling down with my new life......think I'll revert to my old self....soon.....how soon? I donno.
Hmmm....think i'll buy myself a palmtop next month....i see the need to be efficient and professional...no more pieces of paper....so that means I've to stick to my 3310 for now.....
$500 in my bank.......$2000 to go...then Australia....here I come!
Missed Darwin..am thinking to go there alone if I have too.....anyone wants to join???
Well....tommorrow is a new day....a new day for me....
Enigma slotted this in their lyrics....
*~Heart is the engine of the body....but the brain is the engine of LIFE~*
Hope my brain...runs MY LIFE.............and not the society. Controlling and RUNNING MY LIFE AS SOCIETY WOULD WANT MY LIFE TO BE... muddles of rantings...hahaha
Well chiao!....need to shower and sleep!
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 8:07 AM|
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